Tuesday, May 18, 2010

10 Years

Tomarrow at 7pm Jason and I will have been married for 10 years!! We have been through so much in that 10 years. New life, Life ending. We have laughed, we have cried, we have grown together. When I look back on our wedding day I realize we were just kids when we got married. Were we ready? I don't know, what 17/24 year olds are? We made it work though, we wanted it to from the very start, a few years before we married, with the birth of our 1st little girl. We wanted it to work for her, to be a family. We decided when she was one that we were ready to get married, and we did before she was two. After we were married, we had a son followed by 2 hard years of job loss. Then a 2nd son and the fear of him being born too soon, with that Jason and I hit our one rough spot in our relationship and for the one and only time really talked about getting a devorice. I think we both felt it was over. Then we found out we were going to have a 4th baby, a 3rd son. We decided to put our relationship on the back burner for a while and that might just have been what our problem was in the 1st place. But when that baby was born and had to fight for his life Jason and I fell in love all over agin and began to rebiuld what we had. It didn't take long and by the time our baby came home from the hospital 9 weeks later we had a strong bond again. We were happy and not asking for any more out of life. We lost so of our family members along the way and a few years later our 5th child was born our 2nd girl. We have fought for her side by side and have again grown more together through the hard times. Since her birth 18 months ago we have had more loss, in income, in jobs, in family. But one thing has always been there. Jason and I share something very few people do, Love, Trust and the abilitly to compleatly depend and be there for the other. There are no words to say how I feel about how much we have been through together, I do know this though no matter what we have always came out stronger on the other side.
So come on life, we are ready for our next 10 years!!

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