What do you mean Morning sickness can last 9 months!

By morning Sickness, I really mean the all day sickness and yuck feeling I have 24 hours a day. I believe whoever it was that decided to call it morning sickness must have either been crazy, a man, or both, because no one who has even felt the way I do could call this morning sickness. I am sick from the time my eyes open in the morning until they close at night and sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night with pain in my head so bad it would make the strongest man cry. The only thing that has been keeping me going these past few weeks is the thought that most women get better between 12 and 14 weeks, then I found out this week that it can last the whole 9 months, WTH am I going to do if this doesn't go away. I don't think I am going to make it like this, I can't do anything, I am 2 days shy of 13 weeks and I feel no better than I did a month ago. I am not just whining here, I am just a lil worried that if I don't start feeling better soon, my children are not going to be taken care of, the way they should be taken care of. I am doing the best that I can now and Jason has been ok with all of it, we are spending a lot of money in take out foods, cause I can't cook. We are also depending on my mom some on the really bad days and there have been days I am not able to hold my head up at all. Now some of you might be thinking what does the doctor say?? Well, I haven't called him, and why not you ask, becasue the meds they give you (phenagan) knockes me out, SO I would be taking the meds, sleeping for 6 hours and waking up just in time to take more meds. OK so what happens to my other kids wile I sleep for a few months?? I guess they would have to be taken care of by other people, so my question is how is that helping me? I would miss more than I already am! I already feel as if I don't do a lot with them, I am sure I would feel worse. I know I have lost some weight, Last week when I was at moms I had lost 5 pounds, I don't know how this doctor feels about me not gainning weight, I lost 22 pounds with Aden so I am not that worried about it, I did get yelled at for it, diffrent OB so I am hoping I don't get yelled at on Thursday that is when I go back to the doctor. If I don't feel better by then I guess I will have to get something if not for the throwing up, at least for the headaches!!